Recurrent Dream

I awoke this morning from a distressing dream, of a recurrent type. I am to play an important concert for a large gathering, perhaps for a religious group like the SDA or Mormon Church. I only have to play one work, one that I have played frequently, perhaps Bolcom’s “Graceful Ghost” Rag. Crowds begin to gather in this large hall. I am treated with great courtesy, but the crowd is quite dense, looks like it will be several thousand. I suddenly realize that I do not have my score, and cannot perform from memory. It is too late to go home. I think, well, the music director must have a score, and I can use that. I ask someone, is there a music director? But they are busy, and just gesture towards a locked door. Then I realize that I do not have my glasses either, and won’t be able to see to play.

I think this is a dream about the perils of celebrity, an issue that bubbles through my subconscious.

Under the Piano

When I was little I used to sit under the piano when my aunt Thelma played, a wonderful experience! This clip is a little like that.

Mac's Ptown

We always go to Mac's Ptown when we are at the Cape. Marilyn loves the bartenders, wait staff, and clientele. She orders miso soup and sushi, and I get a lobster.