To See Like An Artist

Under the bridge

One of my great pleasures in life is to go places with Marilyn and see through her eyes - not always easy! She will stop to look at something, and I will have no idea what it is, unless she photographs it, or later draws or paints it. Recently we walked along Sligo Creek under the Carroll Ave bridge, and she photographed this magnificent scene of shadows and buffed graffiti.

Nearby, in the creek, there was this painted rock, looking like a laughing dinosaur.

Recurrent Dream

I awoke this morning from a distressing dream, of a recurrent type. I am to play an important concert for a large gathering, perhaps for a religious group like the SDA or Mormon Church. I only have to play one work, one that I have played frequently, perhaps Bolcom’s “Graceful Ghost” Rag. Crowds begin to gather in this large hall. I am treated with great courtesy, but the crowd is quite dense, looks like it will be several thousand. I suddenly realize that I do not have my score, and cannot perform from memory. It is too late to go home. I think, well, the music director must have a score, and I can use that. I ask someone, is there a music director? But they are busy, and just gesture towards a locked door. Then I realize that I do not have my glasses either, and won’t be able to see to play.

I think this is a dream about the perils of celebrity, an issue that bubbles through my subconscious.